I don't know, it feels like a lump in the stomach..

I just keep laugh at everything, but are the laughter real every time?

I'm depressed, for real..I'm really not joking.

I'm not doin anything now a days.. apart from going to school..I also play football but its not funny without my girls..

It feels like everyone just give up everything..

I dont know, nothing feels like it used to..

I'm gone, maby forever?..I hope not..

I liked the old me, can someone please find me?..look everywere.